real or fake Santa??

I so much wish i could still believe in Santa because I remember back to when I was little and how happy I felt when thinking about being good so that he get me gifts, but o well I guess we all have to grow up don't we? I found out who the real Santa was by accident because my Aunt and my Grandma were talking in the kitchen when I came in and I accidentally heard the thing that would ruin the best part of Christmas for me from then on. They tried to convince me that I had heard wrong but I could no t believe them cause i knew what i had heard, but even tough that part of Christmas I have learn to enjoy everything else about the Holiday of the year.