memories

I believe that memories are meant so that when we remember we are able to relive the moments, bad and good. I think most of us just like to remember the good things but to me that is something close to impossible. I think this because even if we don't want to sometimes the bad moments to come back to life in our heads. But for me since I really like to remember the good ones I try to keep a journal of all the important events of my life I write in it maybe once or twice a month, and my journal is a decorated composition notebook, I choose it to be just that simple because I is something I don't want other people wanting to read because mainly i write my most private and important memories things that I think are worth remembering 10 years from now. but the weird thing is that even when I read the ones from a year ago i can remember that day but the emotions that I wrote in are nothing like what I really felt at that moment, and this kind off creeps me out because as I am writing I feel like if I was really writing everything that I was feeling but I don't know maybe there are some emotions that really cant be put in to words.