what does Christmas mean??

This is my favorite day of the year, remembering past Christmas and listening to the song playing right now brings tears to my eyes. I really love Christmas because to me it means family time, the day that all of my moms family and and us get together to celebrate. We have a big dinner it changes from year to year it is never the same. And it also means partying and giving hugs to all the family when the clock hits twelve that is definitely my favorite part because it is then that we all realize how blessed we are to have each other and for being together. Those are exactly the reasons why I love spending Christmas with all my family in Mexico and this year I am even more exited because by new baby cousin will there to celebrate with her as the member of the family I just can't wait and I hope that we are able to go. Because if we don't then all of those things that I just said I love of Christmas wont get to happen and my Christmas will be very depressing without my friends and family. Here are some Pictures of last years Christmas and the hugs at midnight.

maybe...yes

So I know i talk a lot about Mexico but I really can't help it because i love my country with its faults and all. Up until yesterday I was really sad because my parents had been very indecisive about weather or not going this Christmas. But yesterday my dad told me to let the school know that we are probably leaving next Thursday even tough he said " It is not for sure yet, but ahead and let the school know just in case." I really do think that the decision is made and that we will go. Even tough I really want to go at the same time I don't want to force the situation because I don't anything bad happening and then feeling guilty about it. So no w I'm just like if it is for the best of us then we should go but if not then not . But for now I guess all I have left to do is let it all in God's hands and whatever happens is what will be best.

Also I'm kind off nervous because I saw Coach Tomes earlier today and he said that I have to talk to Mr.Daicht and I don't really know him and I'm nervous about what he will say when I tell him my situation. I really hope he lets me take my finals before I leave like they used to allow me before.